heh

2011-12-26T15:07:00.002+08:00

and you know what?
i cant believe how blind i was to everything around me!
God has been so great,
i'm so thankful and grateful for all the people he has put around me :)
and i guess He wants to build a heart full of thanks giving starting from this :)
so thank you Lord!

2011-12-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

HEHE.
thank God for shumin and junming <3
thats about all i can say! :)
they've been angels
:')

2011-11-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

manifestation of repressed sadness and hurt.

WHY SO EMO.

2011-11-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

i really dont understand you
but i wish i did.
i just want a friend that'll constantly be there.
im just so scared to trust you again
cos i cant control these kinda things.
what are you waiting for?
cos i dont know what to do.

2011-11-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

Everything seems so messy.
Lord, where is the growth.
i dont see your purpose.

2011-11-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

"She sank upon him in her momentary joy"

Tess of D'urbervilles

2011-10-02T15:52:00.002+08:00

2 october 2011,

my heart is broken.
i've never felt so horrible before.
the things you said,
promises you made,
all lies.
i remember them all
every single one.
all those times.
you said you cared.
not so sure about that.
so horrible cos its promos now.

needed a place to let it out.
so i'm back here.
depressed and sad.
i just gave birth to sorrow
i'm now just waiting for it to die.
all the entrappment.
how much i loved.
you dont know.
everytime i look out the
window.
i think of you.
window.

what i've learnt today is.
put God first
obey
glorify HIM.
everything will just naturally fall in place
when you have Him in your life.
bring me back lord.
let this not be a barrier.
thank you Lord.

winir

2010-02-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

i just realised how emo i've been this pass few days.
oh man, HAHA!
but i really thank God for the wonderful 4days break from draining busyness.
i'm still busy but not busy in a draining way.
haha! and that really fills me cos i'm not being drained. does that make sensE? haha okay i think it does :)
oh God, your love really is the only thing which fills me.
i thank you for the people that you put around me and channeling your love thru them.

Thank you for i know you're forever incharge, present and future
and everything is in your care.
knowing this, my heart is filled with joy and hope
i do not have to worry.

i hope when school starts and with is countless draining school lessons and drama lessons i will constantly be reminded of Your great love and always remember your promises :)

2010-02-13T01:30:00.003+08:00

i dont know.
i'm just here to say how tired i am.
and how much i want a break.

oh God,
i'm so busy. i barely get to spend time with you.
and i'm very sad.
cos i do not want to drift.
but
i'm really tired
i'm really busy
i'm just really really exhausted.

oh God,
but your love never fails
i just need your presence in my life
thats all i need to get thru these many months
give me more time
and rest
i'll get my energy back.
and my :)

2010-01-27T19:02:00.002+08:00

i am tired.
btw i'm sick.

you know how normal students will reach home after school around 2 37?
today after drama i reached home at 6 30 and my mother said
"wa, so early?"
and i said in my mind
'ya, i cannot believe it'

it was then i realised,
i've been reaching home everyday when the sky's already dark
and i didnt even go anywhere,
or do anything.
not even hw or study or even rest
its just school, drama and str back home.
so the only real time i can start doing work is like earliest 8 22pm and thats just hw.
and thats also on a day where everything ends on time.
yesterday, drama ended at 7 15 can you imagine what time i reached home. haha.
btw school starts at 7 20. and i've to sleep too. haha
oh i'm learning how precious every second is
and i'm spending alot of seconds typing this when i should doing hw or studying.

i dont know whats the point of me typing this,
but it just dawned unto me

by the way
MY SCHOOL HOURS ARE LONGER THAN WORKING HOURS.
almost everyday. plusing my tuition and all the extra stuff its everyday.
but let me always put God 1st/

i'm exhuasted.
i'm unwell.
goodbye. haha

2010-01-23T22:27:00.003+08:00

it was a really busy week.
one of the busiest, seriously.
i had no time to breathe.
and when i can which means tmr, (for like wow, a few hours!)
the week starts again.
haha. and i will drown and the life buoy will save me again..
haha. i'm really tired.
oh God, thank you for my drama devised is close to being finished.
now i fear monologue and not really set text cos
set text is okay.

oh man,
how i really want to go and rest somewhere for like one day.
one day, it will come/

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. tired.

2010-01-21T00:19:00.006+08:00

oh God,
you've been really so good to me!
i thank you for everyday i am reminded of your love for me and your promises.
Thank you for i know you are always always always! there :)
even in my dreams you speak to me.

i had drama today,
in the hall. and i had a very good time.
not that everything was settled and finished,
but i just enjoyed myself completely by spending
my whole afternoon in the windy non-aircon hall with the company of the drama girls ;)
and i thought that was just wow :)
thank you God :)

found something that fills me:
Being at a really peaceful and windy with the right company :)

I pray that tmr will be a productive day at home!
9 45- eat
10 15- ss hw
11 00-chinese prac
12-maths prac
2-leave house

okay! God please bless my day tmr ;) haha

2010-01-02T23:43:00.004+08:00

HELLO. its 2010....
AND SCHOOL IS STARTING in like 2 days
zzz wow how sian.

means my time table for the next year is:
MONDAY- school from like 7am to 630pm
TUESDAY-school from like 7am to 630pm
WEDNESDAY-school from like 7am to whatever time drama stops
THURSDAY-normal school day then tuition! :)
FRIDAY-is offically my choing day cos i only have school on that day!
SATURDAY-CHURCH!
SUNDAY-DANCE! :)

as you can see from my uncomfirmed schdule
i will cui a few days after school starts.
and i'm so afraid for this year cos everything is going to kill me
i can already feel it.
i'm going to completely count on God this year cos i know i wont be able to survive without His love and strength.
i'm going to enjoy my last day of the holidays by going ice skating ethier that or going to JMH!! :D
btw i've not slept for 2nights cos i was playing BRIDGE BRIDGE AND MONOPOLY DEAL.
i cannot believe it...

ON 31ST DEC 2008

wanted to find a pic of 2009 but its still not uploaded. hahaha soo another day! :)

I HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY. haha which made me more tired from the coming home late. haha but i used my hols to enjoy well! i'm going to choing this year!

2009-12-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

hello

i haven't blogged in a million years.

i went to japan
i met abigail in japan
abigail was wearing 4 layers of clothes + heatpacks, while i was wearing just a shirt and a sweater. our families met for dinner one day and on our way to dinner, we saw a familiar face. and it was funny.

kthnxbye.

this is sharelda , filling in for nellis.
she promised me she'll start blogging if i helped her post.
i'm so nice
yay me. :)

2009-10-21T22:05:00.001+08:00

i'm going to give myself a self proclaim marking day
all the drama elect girls shoud ;) haha.

2009-09-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

this song spoke so loudly to me.
i'm so small but God showers his love so greatly on me
He knows me.
i'm so thankful :)
listen to it its really meaningful ;)

2009-09-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

I HAD AN EXTRAORDINARY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!

thank God for blessing me with so many lovely brothers and sisters :)

i'll tell you more about it when i get the photos! cos i like to blog with photos ;)

and if you want to know whats been happening in my life, see the post before this one ;)

2009-09-20T23:05:00.004+08:00

MY LIFE HAS BEEN QUITE EXCITING! and i've pictures to prove it! the rest are Polaroid photos! or in my phone/camera and i'm too lazy to upload, trust me i did much MUCH more than just this! i'm going to get a daily planner soon so next time i can see how exicting was my life! ;) Thank God for giving me opportunities to serve Him and have ALOT of FUN doing it ;)

DESTINY! HOL presented we are the reason again :) and again i felt so touched everytime i see it even tho i'm presenting ;) God always speaks so loudly to me thru HOL:)

and DESTINY! i did backstage too:)

and i had a wonderful time with school people on this rare occasion where i had time to watch a movie!; at orchad the proposal!

BOGAME O9'!
i had a really great time playing trying out the games overnight! and sleep like 2hours and had to be all enthu the next day! it was tiring ttm!

thank you huilin for completely doing my shirt, hahaha :)

its very obvious whose brilliant idea it is.. (not mine)

TEACHER'S DAY!

after the whole day of school, drama and swimming met dim sum and huilin at bugis to eat delicious dessertS!

after the wonderful swim and dinner

really enjoyed this swim cos it got my mind off drama! HAHA!

and that was our supposedly last lesson with elvira!

well-loved ms yap! the only teacher i actually planned to give a present to ;)

destiny briefing or something i think. haha :D

recalling mother! i remember i was so angry on that day cos i had to be there! haha, but it was good :)

the 1st ikea trip where Polaroid was new to both of us!

spot the difference!

and remember like 5 posts ago i said i wanted to upload a pic. yup, this is it.(i can finally upload pictures!)

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS DEFINITELY YOUR STRENGTH!

and i just had the most exciting and best birthday of my life so far! its exciting! i'll tell you about it in the next post!

2009-09-07T12:05:00.000+08:00

okay blogger is really irrtating now. i cant see or do anyhting!
and i wanna blog about my exciting few weeks i've been having!

2009-08-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD!
for answered He my prayer
and He wants to rebuild me.
cos only when i'm weak then He can be strong :)
and i'm barely living.
HAHAHAHA.
hai. i dont know what to feel now.
i feel like eating chocolate :)
who wants to eat chocolate with me?! :D

HELLO BLOGGER LET ME UPLOAD PICTURES LEH.

2009-08-24T20:07:00.006+08:00

i thank God for the wonderful weekend i had.

Flag day was amazing, someone actually donated 10bucks just like that. i was so thankful to God.
He really answered me and huijuan's prayers. it was so WOW, i was so touched by God.
He really loves me alot!
and
i've finally found a reason for living,
its ingiving every part of my heart to him
and in all that i do, every WORD that i say
i'll be giving my all just for him
again, God spoke to me so loudly during Hands of love.

i also had a wonderful dinner at ikea with huilin on friday and sunday.
i really love the food there!

today, was a beautiful day the Lord has made,
and the day started off :)
but i hate that there was drama on such a wonderful day.
cos i totally ruined my mood AGAIN.
omg, i really hate this TTM.
this week, i've drama 6times.
there is no way to express my exhausted-ness in words.
i really feel like :'(

dear God,
i need your joy

(blogger doesnt allow me to upload pictures.)

2009-08-17T22:24:00.004+08:00

i just realised that every monday during the afternoon all the way to 6 45pm i'll be in a very very extremely bad mood. and i also just found the cause.

its only monday. and i'm dead beat. haha, nice one.
monday,
tuesday,
wednesday,
thursday(During school hours, thank God),
saturday
THIS WEEK.
i've drama.
i dont want to talk about next week's drama schedule.

BUT AGAIN, i proclaim

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH. (:

(i wanted to upload a photo but blogger is being irrtating. so i'll upload it when i get a chance.)

2009-08-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

the lit unseen paper 2 today was...
HAHAHA. I'M EXPECTING 1/25.

The rain is green.

2009-08-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

i had a good and accomplished weekend
but this week has beeeeeeen .............-------------------------------------------..

but i believe there is a higher purpose.
KEEP THE FAITH.

HAHAHA.

2009-07-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

how do you spell banana?
b a n a n a

how do you spell papaya?
p a y a y a (most people would reply)

this is how sean replies:
how do you spell banana?
b a N N A(very confidently)

AND, we all burst out laughing! HAHAHAHA.

2009-07-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

2009-07-19T14:35:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY, was the 1st time i played LAN AND POOL.

haha so fun can!

me pris and amos went lan with like de ren's cell. HAHAHA. super funny. OH we played counterstrike! and i was like the lousiest player. i killed like 2 people and died 19 times and the rest killed 10+ and more and died like 10times. then play the knife one then more fun cos i killed more people!

we also played some left4dead game. SUPER GIDDY MAN.

i was like very giddy after the whole game lor.

me and pris at lan, but very dark so cannot see anything. haha

Then, the a alot more people came then

we went to play pool! and guess what was the 1st ball i hit in. it was super stupid.

it wasnt that dark so can see our faces. shumin me and forevering extra-ing at the back extra (: haha.

this was the 1st ball... and my team lost. HAHAHA. i was super loser can.

exciting day.

cos i did a lot of newthings! :D

2009-07-16T18:53:00.006+08:00

i just feel really very blessed.

God's love is really so amazing!

One love dance serving!!! (:

EX-SEC 2 cell outing!

CYCLING - when rachel visited singapore! - the day where sharelda hsin learnt to cycle (in SEC3). haha. 2 hours by the way!

ikea trip- when rachel visited singapore (:

Sentosa outing!

JESUS really really has the most

its marvelous

2009-07-14T23:01:00.003+08:00

as i said before,
PRAYER MEET IS AMAZING
you cannot imagine unless YOU GO!
GOD IS so so SO AWESOME

thank you God! [x100]
it was super amazing

SO, GO FOR PRAYER MEET.
its worth it to forfeit your sleep, computer time and homework(but do it before you come) !
YOU WONT REGRET IT! really.

2009-07-03T21:28:00.005+08:00

The next thing which i desire after knowing God more
is Dancing for Him.

I got a chance to be one of the dancers in the One Love conference during the june holidays and the experience was amazing. everytime seeing dancers dance during service, ohmygosh. i wish i could dance like them can! when i was asked if i wanted to dance in during the conference, i was like are you serious! i truely wasnt sure if i still can dance after the like 5 years of not dancing at all! but i still agreed. HAHAHA.

oh after the 1st prac when we learnt JUST 1 DANCE, i was sosososososo excited! like seriously seriously very very very excited can! it was like so super amazing like i know a dance which is almost similar to what twm dancers dance to. EXCITING OR WHAT CAN. like really seriously very exciting.

hahaha, i've a feeling that this is gonna be a very draggy post so i'll speed up now. the full story is really very long.

dancing in camp for like 2 or 3 of the days
it was seriously very amazing la, it was what i really loved and even pangseh-ed chorus board halfway so i could go down and dance!
and that led to dancing in the front during prayer meet(the tuesday one!)
thru the camp and prayermeet God slowly built up the confidence in me to Dance for Him and reavealed things and it was seriously marvelous. it made me realise that i'm dancing for God and i dont have to care about what people see because its all perfect in God's eyes and that really encouraged me.

now that i'm not dancing anymore, i realise HOW MUCH I MISS IT. and I REGRET REGRET REGRET quiting ballet in P5. but God's plan and purpose and i have faith i'm starting to see it!
THANK GOD for revealing to me.
i pray,
i can one day dance beautifully on stage.

2009-07-01T16:28:00.008+08:00

i tell you something:
ROMANS 12:2
''Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good pleasing and perfect will.''

God, is the greatest encourager.
Thank you God for drizzling on my field! :D

OH and wa thanks lor school,
on every piece of holiday homework,
it said:
DUE ON FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL
come on mann, please lor! HAHAHA, more like first day.
wa, is super sian. until now ah, i havent finished can!
but thank God i've not gotten alot of scoldings yet :)

i'm really very lazy to blog about the evenful holiday.
but we had our long ago planned ex-cell group outing. one day, i'll show you the pictures.
but now my computer and ability to sms is super screwed up. haha sian.
wait- MY SMS CAN WORK ALREADY. THANK GOD :D

2009-06-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

spot me. i give you sweet.

i have so many things to say until its too much to be typed down.
thru like this 2weeks,
wow. i've seen God work so miraculously in youth camp and in one love,
AND i'm speechless (:

and now i lazy to type, so i copy from esther;s blog
There was a drought in the land.
And two farmers were desperate for rain so that they may prepare for the harvest of crops.
God then told the two of them, "I'll send rain in due's time".
One farmer began to patiently wait at home.
One the other hand, the other farmer went quickly to prepare his fields for the rain.
Which farmer had more faith?

Faith without action is dead.

i'm going to continue to prepare for rain.
for i know the HEAVIEST and MOST JOYFUL RAIN is to FALL! faith trust.
and as i wait
i'll rise up like the eagle
and i soar with you
your spirt leads me on
by the POWER OF YOUR LOVE

you send your only son thru extreme suffering and pains
just so you could save us,
because you love us even before we knew you
and because of that i'm always thankful and will always have a reason to priase and worship you
always remind me :) love God with all your heart,soul and mind.

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS OUR STRENGTH
thats so called sums some of the things i've received.
and btw the church camp was great i'll elborate and show you pics when they arrive!
WE PRAYED TILL 1 10AM. i wish everyday we could do that! :)

2009-05-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

packed into 3 days:

last day of school
game master for yishun primary 4 camp(completely made me lose my voice) - friday, 7pm
family day
1 month party
one love meeting - saturday, 12am plus
11am service
global day of prayer
airport for dinner and playing - sunday, 11pm plus.

and tmr tues and wednesday, there's school.
how tiring. oh well. not that actually.

pictures, when i got mood

2009-05-25T18:05:00.006+08:00

with exams over,
i'm never at home once again.

the only trip with pictures:
ikea trip was damn good. meatballs were super yummy!

ouch.

2009-05-17T21:36:00.005+08:00

YES.
free. just 1 more paper and i'm COMPLETELY FREE.
actually i'm already quite free and enjoying my ''free'' days

thursday,

NO SCHOOL cos amaths paper.

simei cousin's house to help w/ proj till 3

bradell aaron's house to play some game till 7

bishan for dinner and 8 45 star trek till 11

and the mess we left in the cinema

friday,
NO SCHOOL cos physics paper(nothing to wear=school u)

made last min plans on the way home from bishan,

and its so possible.

plaza to eat , shop

cityhall to shop, eat

saturday,

church

boonkeng mrt w/ szemin sit and talk from like 5 to 7

toa payoh pizza hut, macs for BOGAME meeting until 11

sunday,

guitar:) w/ sihui

lunch w/ sze hui

home.

OH THE FUN I HAD.

now, drama last paper, i'm gonna to study my devised piece, monolougue and plays

NOW.

2009-05-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

NIGHT CYLCING WAS SO FUN.
and tiring.
covered 20km happily.
from ECP to changi village to pasir ris to tampines to simei to ECP again.
thank God for the good weather until after we returned our bikes at 5plus am it rained super heavily. :)

2009-05-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

POOP is like the best play i've watched this year!
SERIOUSLY.
oh my gosh, damn nice.
i want to watch again.
YOU ALL MUST GO AND WATCH.
very sad one :(

2009-04-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GOD FOR THE REMINDER

Psalm 37 - ''be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him''
Still- i will be still know you are God
School reflections this morning- and just be still

understood :)

2009-04-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

we were so disappointed, every single one to us.

the judges were so obviously gay.

we got a sliver.

but

whatever we get in the end doesnt matter.
its just the colour of the medal.

we've gained so much thru the process of it.

and we all have grown.

we've done so much for the piece

effort, tears and whatever put in just to create this solid 20 min play

we love our piece

and dont care what those gay judges think.

we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves

and now, we miss our piece and drama.

we've gotten many praises

and many teachers were shocked we didnt get at least a gold(i'm not bragging ah, its true) :D

as i said gay judges.

i love drama :D

2009-04-15T21:19:00.007+08:00

drama syf is over (:
but then norlina wont be teaching us anymore :(
i think i'll miss her, she very nice.
THIS IS JACK,
the thing we're holding. pic was spoilt cos teacher scold us :(

all the photos arent with me

wait till everyone sends the photos :)

oh i had time to study today and yesterday,

cool anot.

jiaying couldnt make it for tuition and no drama only for today cos syf over but saturday got...

so i was free but no one esle was -.-

so loner at airport lor.

but i accomplished things

1. i studied for my retest CA2 tmr ( i would have finshed earlier if i didnt study wrong chap again -.-), that is super accomplishment cos thru out this whole CA2 i didnt study at all for any of my papers, really. everything count on God now.

2. i started on my drama journal after 4 months

3. i almost finishing reading mid summer night's dream twice :)

oh i'm watching CATS tmr night :)

2009-04-13T22:31:00.001+08:00

it was this bright when i went home on saturday, after so long

2009-04-11T23:35:00.004+08:00

on a dark and cloudy day,
a man hung crying in the rain.
all because of love,
all because of lovee.

at 3pm a long time ago jesus had died for us,
on good friday at 3pm it was raining,
because is was a dark and cloudy day (:

JESUS HEART YOU :D

2009-04-07T19:00:00.003+08:00

i've 4 days of school this week.
but
i've drama on 5 days
i've 3CAs and 1 MYE this week
i supposedly should have 2 tuitions
but as you can see, there is no time.
i'm super tired already,
:'( is uncontrolled.

and with 1CA done, i've nothing to say,
cos I FORGOT ABOUT IT until the day itself which was monday same as my 1MYE

how now,
only God can help me,
cos i left 6 parts of the maths questions blank :( (out of 8 full questions, btw)

2009-04-02T18:32:00.005+08:00

you know what i mean,

2009-03-24T20:19:00.005+08:00

blogger is coorp with me today, must be because i just did my lit homework which i'm almost finished with.

anwyays, HOLIDAYS:

MONDAY,
2 tuitions in the morn. slumdog in the evening (: it was a very good movie and slept over at sihui's house cos i was lazy to go home :D and i had alot of fun

TUESDAY,
drama at 10am(and i was on my way home from woodlands at 9 15)
kill time with serene at parkway
then boonkeng to meet sze min xinyi and shi ying for dinner
then prayer meet :D

WEDNESDAY,
drama script writing in school at 10 plus
and we just sat and ate or i did. hahaha, deonn and all were super hardworking.
2/5 people. haha
then rushed to kallang to watch tales of the desperax(sp?) with kat and siewmei
and then boon lay to eat dinner with fam.

THURSDAY,
drama at school till 12 plus
headed down to tampines lib to meet minmin to do our hw, and it was so successful i finish all except my online hw (: and minmin was laughing at me cos of the electronic config so HURTS.
then headed to orchad to meet szemin to shop and dinner (: but we didnt buy anything.

FRIDAY,
drama at school until 4 pm
cut my hair
then dinner and slept over at huilin's house :D

SATURDAY,
i was dying cos deren called at 7 plus when we spelt at 5 plus then he so noisy.
then meet him
then teens
then 2o4o
then we went to junming's house for dinner and play BANG!

SUNDAY,
SENTOSA :D
before the older guys came we just entertained ourselves with photo taking
and when they came it was so much funner!
carls jr for dinner (:

not everybody made it back to vivo

sentosa was a nice end to the holidays (:

2009-03-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

is feeling mixed emotions.

hols was fun and tiring.

sunburnt
tired

ouch.

another day, when blogger is working, you'll see hols photos

2009-03-13T23:18:00.003+08:00

i just realised i've been super busy.
and now,
my one of my eye has a triple eyelid.
HAHA. wa sian

i cant wait for the hols so i can wake up after 9.

2009-03-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

God's grace is suffient :)

i found out about the drama CA online at 10pm(after drama play)
i reached home at 10pm plus
my drama CA(which was 2 essays and comment(for more marks)) was due at 11 59pm
i had to do famine camp presentation(cos i tought it was due by 1159 too, but its so not)
and the next day i had drama in the morning.
and at 11 10 i had this for my 1st essay:
''YES, I AGREE'' and i was stuck. cos i was panicking.
but
huilin is always a blessing :) thank you!

and with God,
at early 12
i finished my 2 essays and 1 comment :D
THANK GOD.

hands of love was so satisfying, i hope we get to perform it again :)

2009-03-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

emo days have worsened and now its depression-ness days.
i feel like eating chocolate
and you know what, i'm going to eat my valenTIMES day chocolate now.
i really dislike chinese.

2009-03-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

SIAN of school

2009-02-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

as i was saying,
after the tiring week,
i had a wonderful weekend :)
actually the whole week was filled with God’s blessings and grace.

On Friday,
Me and huilin finally had our long postponed date. And we ate cakes at food for thought which was very good and shopped for a dress for me(which was tiring) and ate dinner at tampines and there was a centipede in huilin’s fish noodles which was so disgusting, but I continued to eat mine :) and God gave us suffient money to eat dinner and go home :) thank God for the great time.

On Saturday,
I had drama in the morning till 12 30, then went to parkway w/ siti pam kat before reaching school at 1 30 . but we’re late cos, the pictures will explain it. Then watched story of a rabbit which was quite good. i'm very glad it was still a very 2/3 fun day, w/ pam siti kat and 2/3 people in 3/4. thank God for togetherness.

Right after that I rushed to church for 2o4o, then a few of us when to tampines to eat. Cos cher had ballet, then me and xinyi walked together to tampines to shop and etc :) and i had a great time talking. Thank God for xinyi to acc me aronund to find a present :)

and when we reached school so late, we still went to the back to wish on our balloons and self time our wish.

and our wish was:

203 will always be together

3/4's actually quite fun

3/4

thats me and xinyi on the way to tampines mall. and i dont think you can see us. haha.

On Sunday,
I was in church at 11am for hands of love prac. And the when we finished I felt so satisfied cos its worth the effort :) then I rushed to meet sharelda to surprise Abigail for her belated birthday.

and while going there, i banged into yin shuen! oh my gosh my best friend in like in kindergarden! and we caught up a little and i had a wonderful time talking with her for that just 1 mrt stop it meant alot :) i just knew God wanted me to meet her! since last year i already felt it :D God's timing

We ate at new york new york and her mum treated us :) then after that we went to abigail’s house to play bridge and do stuff then meet fam for dinner at white sands

OH GOD THANK YOU FOR THE WEEK.

oh and i passed lit :) with my so called ''crap'' essay (:

2009-02-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

after the straining and tiring week,
i'm having a fantastic and fun, therefore tiring week end :)

everything's for God :)

2009-02-19T18:21:00.003+08:00

I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING OF 2008.

i'm not enjoying 2009 at all. esp when i'm at my wallpaper and see all good things which has already come to an end. it is such a pity/ and i really dont feel that great since school ever started. infact i've been missing 2oo8 even more and more.

and this is how i feel right now:

2009-02-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

CA week.

Time to study is so totally by God's grace(seriously, i've no time at all)
Being able to complete the paper w/ 1-2 hours and less of study for 3 subjects(mon and tues) is by God's grace
Being able to absorb almost everything i'm READING is by God's grace.
and being talked to by God during lesson is by God, duh.. hahha.

God has been very gracious to me :D
thank God!

lit and chinese is falling on the same day, tmr!
i need lit to fall on just one exam day.
but by God'll carry me thru (:

2009-02-14T22:57:00.003+08:00

i miss 203

and i miss my form teacher, by the way i still acknowledge ms yap as my form teacher.

i wish it was still 2008

and happy birthday to my form teacher

2009-02-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

i got sore throat :( since saturday.
sian.
i must get well by monday so we can eat pizza! :D whooooooooo.
everyone's sick.

drama elect ended at 9 30pm today
drama cca starts at 9 30am tmr.

how fun right :) I CANT wait.

2009-02-08T19:58:00.003+08:00

i was forced to invest in this

and i wasnt ever ever forced since ever.
and i've never worn a clip since like p2.
and now that i've gotten one, it so fun to use.
haiya, 30cents for a clip
awesome investment. (btw i lost it already)

DRAMA elect. singapore love letters :)

the national MUSEUM

pslam 4:4- 'in your anger do not sin'

and

i damn busy

2009-02-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

i feel that i've lost my social life or just my life to drama and tuition.
i cannot remember when was the last time i went to parkway.
i cannot remember when was the last time i went home with just pamelia and pekjun.
i cannot remember when was the last time i went home with abi and sharelda.
i cannot remember when was the last time i went to abigail's house.
i cannot remember when was the last time i saw abigail's fun sister.
i cannot remember when was the last time we just sat and talk for hours in school.
i cannot remember when was the last prayer meet i went to. (actually i can )
i cannot remember when was the last time i actually stood with people during teens worship.
but,
i really cannot remember when was the last time i spent more than 45 mins with God, doing QT.

with school,
QT time has really shortened.
SIAN. i'm not going to drift by the way,
its gonna be a long one tonight.
i know it is.

okay, i'm going to rush hw now and QT.
ciao

2009-01-31T23:18:00.003+08:00

YES SZEMIN.

I DO.

i miss Sec two cell too!

and i wish we're all still together,

miis you my gumball! HA.

2009-01-30T21:21:00.006+08:00

oh my gosh.
i've not been online since like dont know when can.
and when i do nothing changes except my mail. sian

anyways,
i've been really really super regreting not studying harder last year.
and now i've to suffer. big SIAN.
at least i've a good lit teacher. lit is still my favourite subject and even tho i listen so hard and take down notes like crazy it is my more relaxing period. i dont have to struggle not to fall asleep and not to day-dream and ESP NTO BE ANGRY THROUGHT OUT THE WHOLE SDGVSDTFEHBE unlike in other periods. so thank God for lit.

i really dont want acknowledge my FinchTlanding but i would love acknowledge my CarolineFisher.
but for now ''sharelda's'' still my FinchTlanding. i'm sure no one will get this except sharelda.
SIAN. sharelda the real one be glad you got good teachers and a nice class.

museum of broken relationships-drama

CNY cele- jelly making at pekjun house

CNY cele- tampines mall

ice skating-VOOSH.

after 2o4o slept over at szemin's house :) EARNIE!!

203 2008 people. white specs girl. AHAHAH.

oh i sprained my finger today. SIAN. tkamb

you have no idea how many times i nearly exploded.

esther ling, i need anger mangement too seriously.

btw i hate CT the most.

if i was in 3/3 or 3/5....

i'm fasting on not talking bad about .........

so i can change Charoline Fisher.

God i need your grace and miracles.

2009-01-22T20:35:00.004+08:00

burnt out.
drama should be considered as a physical CCA/ subject.
i wish God had put me in 3/5 or 3/3.

2009-01-10T23:35:00.004+08:00

thursday and friday we had some kind of ''camp'' by trybe.
and i was actually really fun. (but if it was 203, oh my gosh it'll be like infinity times more fun, but i guess 304 getting better.. i think.)
which i didnt expect

the drama girls including me catch looming the memory on thursday night,
which i felt was really good.
it was a monologue, so it was super interesting how the guy played like 8 or more distinct characters like at the same time, yeah so you should go and watch now!!

we had to go to the dumpster and build a house of cards on the floor.

and oh my gosh the people so poor thing, so right we must throw more rubbish or less. which ever is better

the black fashion people, it was one or the bonus task we could do

TEAM 12 was 1st/2nd (it was a tie) full marks can

dear 203s

i really learnt alot from this so called ''camp'' :)

2009-01-03T23:17:00.005+08:00

i'm quite saddened by my class forms and subs teachers.
its just seriously sian.
but if this mindset continues i'll so be the worst year of my life,
so right, i'm going to change my mindset.
and i wanted to post about some part of the 2o4o sermon which is related to this, but i seriously cannot recall, haiya wasted.
anyways
i'll count on God because
i know that God is in control of EVERYTHING.

ubin trip during the hols

2008-12-28T11:14:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOSH. its almost 2009.
i'm so not ready can. i've not even completed or started on or had a 2008 resolution.
how sad right. actually not at all.

because 2008 was the best year of my life,
i've gain so much can, and i bet i've gained more then my 2008 resolution.(if i had one)
2008 wasnt smooth sailing at all,
but it was thru it all that i've realised how God will stay w/ me thru everything and that He is really God. As in God, and i've proof. its not just okay God is real cos i've been raised like this, but its the fact that God is in my life now, working. and i tell you it feels so good like beyond words. REALLY.

i've been so so so blessed by God in 2008.
i've got an amazing class
i've gotten new friendships
i've gotten a wonderful cell
i've gotten closer friendships
i've so totally woke up from my lala land(and THANKGOD.)
these are just the major things, there are so many more blessings he has given me.

and i'm looking forward to a whole new year in 3 or 4 days time.(actually not really, i'm so afriad for change.)
but i believe that God has amazing stuff installed for me in both school and church. and whatever happens He will be with me.
(i've so not finished my homework.)

my oh so togetherness class.

new friendships

new friendships

my so wonderful cell. closer friendshipssssssss

i'm to lazy to find other pictures i'm goiong to EAT.

and i had a great christmas!

2008-12-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

okay, lets talk.
guess what?! I'VE STARTED MY HOMEWORK! WHOOO. english is almost done just need to do number 2.
chinese starting tmr during tuition.
drama, i'm shall go to the library soon :)

anyways, i've been having ALOT ALOT of fun! so much fun that its too un-fun to type it down so right. i'm only going to reveal it to you when i get the pictures. heh :)
BUT

on tuesday i met szemin to buy each other our christmas present and there it is :)
and after that we met xuanyun for dinner then PRAYERMEET. WHOO.

and on wednesday i met abigail to help her find her green/red shirt. and we met her mum for lunch which was good food. YUM :)

wednesday was also my ah gong's birthday so we went to suntec to eat dinner :)

i didnt only do this stuff okay.

in place of the Changrai trip we went to pulau ubin on one day

and kallang on another

and church and clarke quay on another

and it all was FUN and EXCITING.

and i'll prove it the next time i meet you!

2008-12-10T01:32:00.007+08:00

i am so sad now because only 1 person is talking to me online.
and i feel very sad cos my show only starts at 2 and now is only 1 34 okay. i shall wait.
this is how my weekend is like: i really had fun(ahem SAYHC)

friday to sunday :)

my swollen foot is less swollen almost healed.

THANK GOD. i can walk

2008-12-04T20:10:00.003+08:00

we finally arranged an outing and went out after like the ZOO outing,
which was so long ago
and siewmei is like no longer stuck in bangkok! :D
and i've been for like 3 choir concerts in like less then a week and i've mastered the ability to stay awake during choir concerts almost.
my life is quite exciting okay,
just that i dont blog about it.
hahahahahaha, unlike sharelda's trying to convince people post about how she spends her ''funfilled and exciting'' day(which is totally not convincing).

siewmei came back from bangkok and gave all of us rings (:
if you can recognise my hand i'll be really happy!

and gave me and pamelia the thing we're wearing.

and we all paid 2 bucks each for the extra coloured ring.

2008-12-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

HAHA.
my blog die alr
i think its qquite cool

2008-11-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

SO, this is what i did for almost the whole of last week.
and last week was my 1st time in make up after a lot of years, like since K2
COOL?

From dance trainings for 2 days

to the 1st day of destiny,
and very HEAVY and ah lian-fied make up

people said we look like cats. soo... do we!! ?

to the 2nd day of denstiny,

w/ lighter and better make up

i'm not actually so short la. i'm bending down/

while waiting for things to happen.

2008-11-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

the cutest people in my church.
people as in the small people in the photo.
heh.
they are almost the only ones who responds to me and michelle,
therefore, they ARE THE CUTEST!

this is the cutest girl. XUANNY.

and this is the cutest boy

2008-11-23T00:50:00.005+08:00

coolness.
i spend the last 4 days in church practising dancing and stuff.
and i'm going again tmr for some changrai thing! exciting right, yeah.

oh but on tuesday, pam and me went to esther's house,
the new house is damn nice. very coolness. and the toilet...
WA like hotel toilet lor! and bigger than it actually and the lights in the toilet...SO FANTABULOUS. SO COOL CAN.
then we swam at her house too, then very cool. i also want ot live there. but so laychey need to walk so far to get a drink. zzz. whatever.
then after that ate and went to prayer meet :D church is coolness.

esther's very on house.

i'll blab about my past few days soon. like soon la okay. :D

2008-11-19T11:17:00.003+08:00

went to sentosa on SUNDAY
AND IT DIDNT RAIN. so i got burnt.
so right, everytime i go w/ church never rain then go w/ school people will rain
so the moral of the story is,
we prayed and
GOD didnt want us to be sad so it didnt rain :D
and i had so much fun :)

our very nice looking sandcastle which we all helped in building.

bulldozers

because this didnt look like LOVE,

we did it again and this looks like love (:

look at the coolness sand can

i didnt wan to get wet,

but i was pushed and pulled,

so in the end, i got wet..

but after i did i had SO MUCH MORE FUN.

i had a wonderful time.

thank you God for more letting it rain.

2008-11-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

RACHEL AH.
you know i miss you right.
i just realised that there's pictures posted on the day you left!
HAHA, coolness.

UGH.

i'm lost now/

2008-11-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

YES, SO NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE.
i'm trying not to drown now.

thank you SHARELDA AND SIEW MEI.

2008-11-14T00:18:00.005+08:00

FINALLY AFTER 1 WHOLE YEAR,
WE WENT TO THE ZOO! :D
there are manny more pictures.

the polarbear damn poorthing la. it looks and feels damn hot in its cage. its open air can. at least put aircon la walao. poor animal then now only got 1 left the other 1 gone. so loney :(

all the places wehre you can see the animals upclose ALL NO ANIMALS -.-

except this can

can you see what we are mouthing

the person is like fake

cool life a while

the prettiest and shortest dressing room/

we sat on the this thing. i'm that girl from golden compass which i didnt watch.

when we want to take pictures.. bag hanger

wth MS la.

pissed.

2008-11-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

BOO mann/
i'm back from jaPAN.
it was okay 1 guess the exchange rate was damn high can. sian right. yes sian.
the trip totally clashed with everything okay not everything like alot.
like streaming results day 31 nov then appealing day which is today like 7 nov but i came back like mn. sian right. then i was so panicking and sianing in japan cos i dont know what to do then i also dont know the class people. OH OH. I'M IN 3/4 THANK GOD. SO SO SO HAPPY. then i found out that pamelia they all not in 3/4 then sad life . :( then ah, i found out i was only taking 6 subjects! and NO LIT. omg can, i almost died there.
thanks to sharelda THC then i found out i can drop nothing for drama. HAPPY LIFE RIGHT. SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY. so i can take CORE LIT! WHOO. thank God! but now i need to pray so sosososososoosos SO hard and rely on God that i get what i want! CORE LIT PLEASE.

and i had alot of fun today. except for like 6 to 8.
i had to go to school and appeal. i'm really afriad that i only can take 6 subs..:( sian.
then went to toa payoh to meet the drama people at 8 30.
then like the teachers were late.
so we waited. obvious la.
then we walked back IN THE RAIN, cos the on the teachers and teressa had umbrellas. and there were only 2 teachers, haha.
OH, my ex-math tutor came back from london already! so i went to visit her after drama, like at 1+ until 4.
then i rushed to tampines to meet erwin for 4 10 james bond movie, but then they never say the coolness line :(
HAHA, anyways then dinner then home. cool right.

tmr, ZOO :D fun

auntie liping's ashley :D

2008-10-30T11:09:00.005+08:00

the wonderful people who made my 2 years too fun:

SHARELDA thc: remember how our friendship started? so so weird. but i really thank ... , cos i've gained such a wonderful friend. All the talking on the phone and msn about our ''common subject'' like thats almost 100% of the things we talk about. i really enjoy your weirdo laughter, the wonderful information you get by AHEM-ING and all the joy that you bring. and yes, i know i call you loser and all but you know that i dont mean it right. i'm just too used you calling you that okay. heh. FRIENDS FOREVER ons. :D

ABIGAIL: amazingly i made friends with you! cos it never seemed possible from how irritated i was by you in sec 1 and how sometimes i'm still irritated by you guai-ness and nehneh-ness. i really thank you for all your encouragement and optimism all thru out the year, really appreciate you. and lets continue to have your common topic to talk about - CHURCH :D

PAMELIA: you lovely person! always doing goofy things to make me laugh, like sleeping in almost all the movies i've watched w/ you and your out of no where laugh! so so funny! we've been friends for a really long time like 2 whole years! and always talking about dot dot dots together. haha, i really really enjoy your presence everywhere. the bus to the airport would be so loney w/o you and pekjun mann. thank you so much for bringing more joy into my life, i so dont want to lose a friend like you mann. FRIENDS FOREVER.

ESTHER: haha, esther! i really dont know what my 2 years would've have been w/o you. all your weird comments and sounds you make during lessons really made it enjoyable. verycool that sometimes we damn synchronised w/ our comments like celes being shy. haha, cool. HI 5. thanks you bring fun and laughter into my life! love you la.

SIEWMEI: wa chairman! acutally no, now countseller ah not bad not bad. haha, i cant believe we became friends! i rememeber i so didnt want you to transfer to KC in sec 1, but now that you're here, i'm so glad you did. even tho we almost have nothing to talk about for 1 to 1 convos but its very very sad that we've only been friends for like less than a year. i really regret sec 1 when i didnt try to get to know you better, haiya sian. really love your weird weird suddenly laugh laughter and your wonderful cheer you make for the class. thanks for your enthu-ness and all the fun and joy you bring in to my life :D

RACHEL: kindergarden friend! OMG, you're leaving today! so sad! well anyways you've really changed for the better this year! thanks you getting louder and funner! and mixing w/ more people. i just wish i knew you better from kindergarden.. :( oh well, you're leaving today.. sad life! i'm going to miss you dear.

NATASHA: really enjoy every morning playing w/ you and having fun and singing! hahah, i hope we'll be friends forever okay. even if we're in a diff class! we'll still see other everyweek cos of drama! WHOOO.

there are still somemore people but.. you know. lazy heh :D okay i LOVE YOU ALL TO DEATH :D AND THANK GOD FOR ALL OF YOU friends forver okay!

2008-10-28T11:25:00.006+08:00

CLASS BBQ was today. SO FUN okay. it drizzled at the starting but it was fine after that.
we took like damn long to start the fire. then the angmo guy keep helping us over and over again, cos the fire keep going out. they'll like damn nice people :D
there was like just enough food this time, unlike last time. and mother esther and pamelia cooked food for us again. YAY. and it was yummy okay. damn nice.
and alot more people came this year so it was more fun and exciting.
then eat finish started to throw ice down people's backs then sat and talk.
then ah, the dustbin caught fire can. cos that esther ling ah, go and throw the hot charcoals into the bin then at the bottom can see red red-ness. then very funny.

really great fellowship. cos it was a whole class thing. and everyone hung out w/ everyone. like the quiet ones mixed w/ the noisy ones. and i really really got to know them better. it was really good.

and i totally revealed to me that seriously right, everyone or at least those came for the BBQ really dont want the class to split. even those who seem so away from the class cried too. i tell you, its just togetherness mann. and I LOVE IT.

we're panicking cos there was a fish in the water -.-

you see the fire right? 3 mins later it went off and

the angmo guy had to help us start it again :D like 5 to 6 times..

then after a long long time WE COULD COOK :D

trust me there are alot more photos in like alot of people's camera's but if i post them down it'll take forever. thank God for 203/

2008-10-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

LOVE YOU TOO, NATASHA.
see 1 whole post!

2008-10-25T10:24:00.004+08:00

203. its over. we've split. i really dont want it to happen. all the fun. laughter. joy. noise. nautiness. nonsense. daringness. chaos etc etc gone. and how together we all are :(there's even a word for our class, togetherness -.-

i'm really going to miss 203. or actually i already do. there's already no more competitions we can win together, no more camps together, no more doing nothing together, no more making noise together, no more woahing people together(and i really liked that part of our class), no more disturbing teachers together, there won't be anymore clapping & cheering for teachers when they come into class (just to see their reactions), there won't be anymore stupid tricks we play on teachers (like staring at the ceiling when they come into class), there wont be anymore singing loser songs before the teacher greets us(open your eyes, open your mind. we are 2/3) actually the word teachers are just ms yap and ms humphries. i'm really going to miss 203

203 is just so awesome. our class spirt is so so so strong. how together we are in every single thing we do. we're not as smart as 2/5 and 2/6 people(except for the smarter ones), but that so doesnt matter. because we're just so loud and noisy and together that oh mann, the number of cheer competitions or any competition which involves the whole class being together or loudest class, we win(as in 1st) in like almost every single 1. like in camps, you should have seen how loud we were. i'm really goinig to miss this,

i'm really gonna miss 203. on thursday, almost everyone cried. (so unexpected) even those who i've never seen them cry, cried. i'm really going to miss 203. it all started from the thanksgiving circle. once someone cries it so passes on. and within no time, almost everyone was crying. eyes all red. even ms yap cried. i'm really going to miss 203. hugging and crying. none of us we're crying about our results even though how badly we did. we're crying about us spliting :( i'm really super going to miss 203. it was the last time we were dismissed together. last time we'll gather as a class. i'm super going to miss 203. even after we're dismissed, we continued crying, even at the foyer. we didnt care about anyhting already. just that we're gonna split. i'm really going to miss 203. i'm really really going to miss 2o3.

so fast 2 years just zoomed passed. it seems so unreal there we've split. how each one in 203 complements each other. now we're spliting. it really feels like so wasted, our class spirt, everything. i really wish i could relive these 2 years. cos it really has been the greatest 2 years of mylife. oh well, like everyone says good things has to come to an end. we cant change this fact, we've split. :(

i dont know what i'm going to do next year. how i'm going to live. i simply LOVE 203 TO DEATH. i'm seriosouly really going to miss 203...

but like sharelda said,
don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

(: bye 203/

2008-10-21T18:41:00.001+08:00

SIAN LA

2008-10-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

haha, okay.
i got 1 comfirmed A which is drama.(which i'm damn happy about)
and for the rest i dont know at all.
now quite exciting life ah.

on friday, we had some drill which very -.- then we got LIT and DRAMA back and i'm quite happy :D and damn wasted for 1 question for lit. 22/25 5(i) and 10/25 for 5(ii). sad life la, so in all 16. but thank God ms sim is so lenient w/ her marking or not maybe i wont have a single B. haha, thank God la.

and after school on friday, met pam. then go eat at raffles. then the toilet there damn nice la. can melt. so we go there take pictures. heh.

then today after wonderful church, we went to bugis there. then walk to hanji lane at concorse there then walk to raffles city to go toilet then walk to penisular. cool right, so fit.
good day la

i so dont want 203 to split its like a damn wasted thing.
we play so well together.
but God's plans la. :D
thank God,
i've received miracles and blessings
and i've gotten back a wonderful ship.
God is so real and so faithful.

results
comB
classes
praying/

2008-10-15T21:28:00.005+08:00

WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER:
1. worry like crap over results
2. stress over results
3. stress over what to do
4. pon drama, for mama mia
5. regret ponning drama so badly that i wish i could go back to the day and go for drama
6. worry about combo for next year
7. stress over that
8. reasons beyond your understanding, only God

but everything is taken care of bcos, GOD IS SO SO GOOD.
and i am/shall wait till i see his miracles.
cos i'm seriously in need of them.
MIRACLE NUMBER 1 is that I PASSED CHINESE!!! WHOOO.
yeah.
the miracles which i will receive in the coming days, i'll list it out together.
and i know i'll see miracles and i pray i do.

SIEW MEI'S surprise birthday thing

SENTOSA TRIP. which i almost regret, or regret. but i really had fun. if i didnt go i would've regreted it too. but now i regret going. omg, i seriously should've gone for drama, even if like after the movie i went i would not regret so much like now.

2008-10-09T17:26:00.009+08:00

FINALLY AH
all written exams over! only chinese oral tmr.
so glad can
now can finally play, and not be at macs for like half the day, eating happy meal like 5 times a week and sometimes more.
and i've gained like alot of weight from macs lor.
i'm not going to eat it at all for the time being,
go on diet or something.

anyways, exam ARE OVER LA.
and now we're gonna CELEBRATE.
MONDAY is my school MARKING DAY!!!
which is cool cos most schools is tmr. but mine's on MONDAY.
and on MONDAY we're gonna go to SENTOSA!! whoo.
exciting right, i know it is. :D
and alot more going out is going to happen.
ice skate. sleepover.marche or however you spell it.owen's oven or something. movies. alot of them.mind cafe. yeah etc

math paper 1 was the hardest.
followed by question 5ii and 6 for lit
then drama essay question(i totally forgot the plays i watched can)
after that english
then chinese
then geog
then science
then math paper 2
then the rest of lit paper

and sad life. 203 gonna spilti dont want it to. and i'm sure there are people who dont too.
2o3 is just to together. i love it. sian.
okay, THANK YOU GOD I'M IN 203.
now i'm praying for a miracle for EVERYTHING. esp math lit drama engllish chinese geog science and esp my COMBO. i believe! WHOOOOO/

2008-10-06T18:55:00.003+08:00

lit is tmr.
and i know i should be studying and i did. for the whole day.
i'm just ''resting my eyes while''. heh.
i still have the poems like afew more.
i hope i can do well.
and have things to write.

oh God,
i pray so badly.
i want to see your miracles.

2008-09-29T17:42:00.008+08:00

exams are on a pause until thursday so, i'm coming online to play awhile. heh.
exams are so boring and tedious.
exams means i'll need to pray alot
exams means we have to choose our combo soon
exams means there'll be change

exams means year is coming to an end and sec 3 :( then eyer so old.

exams means macs and studying..ALOT of studying, happening in macs.

last sunday, airport macs w/ some cell people

Wednesday, airport macs w pek jun and pam

Saturday, boonkeng macs w sze min and sze hui

Sunday, boonkeng macs w/ sam and sze.

we were trying to rool our eyes. me and sze gave up. but sam was determined. haha i think so.

Monday, airport macs w pam and sharelda

and i predict more macs.

anways, so far. english, chinese, drama and geog finished.
we/i screwed up drama. sian.
we should've prac more. whatever la.

God's miracles
and
God's blessings :D
His love is everlasting (:

2008-09-24T19:39:00.003+08:00

i has been like super drama-fied 2 weeks.
i had drama like 4 days in a row and this week 3. ha.
tmr's my english and drama exam.
i pray everything will be good for both of them.
God's grace (:

btw, i'm so amazed by sharelda's stalker skills.

2008-09-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

God has been so good. because
Despite, having a very good and long day yesterday(i was in church from like 10+am to 11pm) exciting right!
I'VE FINSHED STUDYING SCIENCE. like only 3 chapters, but thats all which is needed to do the CA tmr. so cool mann.
not only that BUT i also memorised my drama exam script alr and thats is really good. even the monologue, cool anot you tell me.
and also, start on 1 poem for lit. not a big whoop, but whatever.

oh, damn awesome day yesterday. i woke up to a very awesome thing. yeah.
and cell group felt really cosy yesterday, like in a enclosed room with people i would like to spend time w/.
yeah, and at night, i really had fun helping out with the small children, i had quite a good time ''helping'' the small people w/ samuel, during the mooncake thingy yesterday, i wasnt bored at all. (: we made mooncakes or rather they, we just helped and played w/ flour unlike the children who were so serious can they didnt like throw flour everywhere. ha. whatever.
small children are seriously damn cute, but they suck the life out of you. i was totally exhuasted after just playing w/ them, thank God szemin's parents gave me and xuan a ride to kallang MRT, or we'll have to walk to the busstop and stand in the crowded 23 bus, sian. and in the car, i played w/ sze en, oh mann, she is just so damn cute.

Thank you God for everything/

2008-09-09T22:55:00.004+08:00

GOD'S GRACE IS SUFFICIENT

1. i was absent yesterday and didnt call the school and i had a CA, so its a ZERO. but God is just so good! my marks are projected from my last CA! THANK YOU GOD.

2. i missed DNT yesterday, so i'm very behind. everyone finsih bending. and i have not even shined yet. BUT God is just so awesome! after school today, veltrice stayed back w. me and we did DNT! and i finshed bending and pasting! God has indeed blessed me. and even gave me company and help :D

3. i missed drama elect yesterday, and thank God. i heard ms lenden was very angry that people didnt pass up thier reviews.( and i did my reviews btw, i just didnt go cos i was sick). so phew, i didnt go. and i really rushed my reviews at sentosa and vivo yesterday on my handphone. it was terrible. i'm not going to do that again. but thank God i finsihed by monday.

ah, God is beyond AWESOME.
THANK YOU GOD.

2008-09-05T18:52:00.003+08:00

i've lost like 2 lit books this year.
like seriously, its not cheap you know.
i bet someone stole it.
like i paid 16.45 for some damn not worth it book which is so boring and so not lit-y.
and i lost my poetry for pleasure from last year,
THANK GOD, dorothy gave me 1 of her Senior's book. THANKS SO MUCH DOROTHY. if not i need to go down to bukit merrah and pay 20 bucks for that book. what a waste mann.

how? the drama reviews!

2008-09-03T18:14:00.008+08:00

on teacher's day,

now its the
HOLDAYS. sounds like fun right? NO.

in the hols i have to go back to school like 3 times which is alot for a 7 day holiday/

and we have ALOT ALOT of homework.

and counting the drama reviews which i serious am not able to do, because i dont understand the play,

i seriously do not have time to finish.

after the holidays; immediately on the 1st day CA5 is it? or CA4?
then its end of years.

then we change class, choose our comB. sian.

then next year.

how time flies.

anyways, i've still been having FUN. thank God.

monday, we had drama elect. it was very weird cos it was teacher's day and there are still lessons... sian. we spent the time rehearsing, we had ALOT of time. and drama exams are in 3 weeks like when EOYs are. how, sian. then after that i meet sarah for lunch at chinatown :D, then i followed her to woodlands, so i decided to walk around causeway point. and its like damn long since i've been there. and you can actually get lost. i know, loser right. thats like the only fun part of my monday. ya whatever right, ha

and on tuesday, sze, sean and me STUDIED.(: but it felt like we mostly ate, slacked and laughed. but its quite okay, okay. i finshed copying 2 more chapters(and they're long chapters) and studied a few pages of lit. so we sat at mos burger from like 11 plus to 5. cool right. oh xuanyun came in the middle too. we also went shopping then ate really ALOT. then head for prayer meet.

it was so great again. i was super enlightened about far i've drifted from God, so now, i'm going back on track again. i promise. how i wish i could go for prayer meet everyweek. but its okay, after EOYs i can. WHOO.

WALL.E is like damn cute la.

then today right, we had to go to school for math then i dont want to carry home my math text you see so right... i put in ms yap's pigeon hole :D heh actually she say only can put notebook then i sian then want to put in ms lenden's pigeon hole then i scared she come to school then see then angry so i put both in ms yap's pigeon hole, and the moral of the story is: abigail should bring a bigger bag, so she can carry my things. heh. then we went to parkway for lunch. then walk a around very aimlessly. then decided to go to siewmei's house. we watched waitress. its a damn FABULOUS show lor.

and i need to study other subjects soon. veh soon.

2008-08-29T22:50:00.004+08:00

just you let you know i'm still living,

today was TEACHER'S DAY! and it was really fun. to me that is. our class did something for ms yap. sha and siew mei tought and plan it. obviously right? ha. but seriously, it was damn fun talking into the walkie talkie and running up and down getting the infomation. and i loved the feeling of excitment. and how together we all were. and esther didnt make alot of noise, which was very good! HAHA. teacher's get so many presents can. i also want. heh. but damn fun la okay. and it was a damn good day. so i'm in a good mood. yeah. we took photos w/ teachers and hugged them. and i mrs ng came back to school! SO HAPPY. love her can. i wish she is still my lit teacher. :( then the teacher's went to the zoo for lunch or something, i tought that was damn funny and retarded. haha, so cool. we should do it one day.

then after that went to TM to eat eat then go home. today was really fun.

and so was last saturday. we watched gorilla theathre, it was really good. and interesting, and i understood it unlike ''the last temptation on sir stamford raffles''. i so want to watch gorilla theathre again. now the only thing is i've to do review. 1500 words. i'm afriad i cant. how ah. sian. and after and before that we ate lunch and dinner it was really fun. i LOVED it.

i am really damn tired. i dont know why.

2008-08-20T20:13:00.006+08:00

i failed lit.
this rarely happens only like when thc was teaching me. but now, i failed LIT. LIT. lit. its lit. LIT. how can that happen. ITS LIT. thats like my best subject. besides drama. and i dont know what i did wrong because MA tan didnt write what i did wrong and she didnt tell me. and i dont know any other sec 2 lit teachers. i need someone to explain to me now. its LIT. if i fail LIT, will i be kicked out of DRAMA ELECT? i really want to cry. i feel damn useless. what the hell, i failed lit. what am i going to do now. i cant do anything. i dont have talents or gifts. failure.
oh God, why.
HELP. please/

2008-08-19T21:39:00.001+08:00

the words humps said totally woke me up.
what the hell have i been doing.

and and today was damn fun.
i'll elborate more soon, i seriously need to study.

2008-08-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

i'm damn tried. like seriously. i've been in school for like 8 days straight and 12 days when its friday. i tell you, weekends make alot of difference to your tiredness level. i pity teachers, HA. oh, teacher's day is coming. i plan on getting for like only 2 teachers or actually only 1. but if mrs ng and ms serene is coming back i'll get 3 or 4. depends on my mood on that day towards 'that' teacher. ha. i've never bought my own teacher's day presents its like super tedious. and last year, oh mann. i didnt see a need in coming back to school on teacher's day(no teacher worth seeing). and i regret it now SUPER REGRET. i should've listened to huilin and not pon school. this year, i'm gonna buy my teacher's day presents and go to school on teacher's day. yeah mann. i'm going to do that.

oh, celebrate drama was fun! expect for like the starting for sunday. i had a damn stomach ache, which i have to bare w/ while performing. it was not fun at all, cos i got scolded for going to the toilet. oh after that, it was so so so fun. like fun. WHOO. YEAH,
then today, drama elect. (: it was fun. and there's gorilla theater this saturday . yay? :D

2008-08-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

i'm afraid i'll drift.
okay okay, faith.

2008-08-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

great, CAs are over. i tought it'll end next week. thank God its this week. okay, science was damn damn damn hard. i couldnt do almost everything or acutally, everything. math was alright i guess. ya, boring.. haha.

anyways, its so drama stuff week can. so exciting la. wednesday we went to arts house, then i taught a few people that whatever game then we played in the bus for a damn long time. yeah, not that interesting. then we sat there at the arts house for like a very long time. and teachers are actually very interesting, for those who actually tells you stuff about their personal life and not like others who completely threat student like whatever. yeah, is was fun sitting there. then after that boring. then on the way back was fun! haha, yeah okay.

thursday, we went to see fei min at the hospital! she's better now. but still cannot hyper. i hope she gets well soon, dear.

Nellis Jasmine Andrea.

friday, after school DNT, my gosh. so long la. i tell you, we left. haha, cool huh. then met abi,kim and van at bedok then went to bugis to play the kids arcade. then ate then alot alot of time. so go shopping! wheee. then walk to national lib. then we got bullied lor, wth. then go complain to ms lenden. then nothing happen. i wanted to change seats and sit w/ jacinth but in the end i didnt. i sat w/ like all the 2/3 people. cool huh. the play was oka, but i didnt understand a few parts. i dont know malay ya. so oh wells. i hope i can sitll do my review properly.

tmr, there's celebrate drama. we're acting then drama elec are gonna watch the day i met the prince at 3. yay. plays (:
and we're acting on sunday too! :D i like drama.
okay, so boring. bye.

2008-08-11T20:56:00.005+08:00

weekend was fun. real fun.
on saturday, i went to abigail's house to ''study'' for awhile, but in the end we went to eastpoint to eat eat eat. then think think if i should go church then in the end i went. so glad. haha. then after 2o4o went to eat dinner. YUM. real fun playing that whatever game, ha. damn fun.

OH, AND I GOT A NDP HAT. it can light up! so exciting right! wk gave it to me, so cool right, i got a NDP hat. heh. OH, and i left my wallet at abigail's house. oh mann, i kept forgetting. and after limin got off the bus i rmb i dont have any money! and cannot take a another bus home! my gosh, i tell you i almost died, i didnt have a single cent. so i prayed prayed prayed, then i go up my bus then i told the uncle i lost my wallet then, he let me sit the bus! :D nice uncle. some even want me to pay more then 55 cents after i putted it in. THANK GOD. god is so good can.

OH OH and on monday, i had damn alot of fun. i met szemin at the airport then took a bus down to orchard, but we missed our stop by 2 stops so we walked. haha, talk about off. then we met sarah, sam and sean.

we bought burger king/ KFC into the cinema, AND I FINALLY WATCHED BATMANN. it was veh good, it'll be better if i understood it more. heh, its damn sad that joker died in real life.

after that, we went to some hongkong cafe, we play that game there again, but we didnt play for long. the guys ate, we the girls ate lesser :D then sarah had to leave, so we went arcade to play! oh mann, we had damn alot of fun playing the drums game. we tried to hard to clear mann and we did only once, where we chose the wrong stage and the 1st game we fail then we immediately brust out laughing, because we each took one of the hitting thing. but there werent enough sticks, so i used my drama book, while sze min used a pen and sean used his hands. haha, damn funny. then we raced and i came in 1st! WHOOO.

okay. haha, then we(me and sze and after our plan, sam bought too..ha) bought famous amos and tried to tempt the guys, but it didnt work. then we went home. ha. we plan to meet up and study soon! so... on? and sarah, you're gonna tutor us! WHOO.

sweets.

the pretty people/

2008-08-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

today was a damn fun day.
i had so much fun, jumping, singing(or rather shouting) the lyrics to national day songs, waving our super damanged flag(mine like totally broke in half, for the stick thing la). the song 'HOME' was in chinese... like wth, we waiting for that song can. so we sang it in english! which was very out but yeah mann. damn fun shouting and screaming, national day spirt mann. even the teachers were shouting and singing! so fun huh, was so excitingly fun.

oh, my also 2/3 WON THE CHEER THINGY. yay, SO HAPPY OKAY. we're like damn noisy when we found out w/ won. so glad, i wonder what we got. i hope its no popular vochers again. should give money :D

oh, today we also went to watch mummy 3, damn off, damn waste of $, damn boring. we actually could've watched batman but no more seats cos we went there late. ugh. always, i'm watching on monday! YES BATMAN. whoo. then we ate alot today then we spent like 2plus hours at the arcade, until we lost track of time and siewmei was late for going home, i was late for meeting szemin. cool huh, but it was SO MUCH FUN in the arcade. but, totally waste of $.
then after that, went to boon keng to meet szemin for dinner then go prayer meet. then we slowly took our time to walk. i tell you i was damn tired during prayer meet like gonna sleep that kind, not bored that kind. God is so good, btw. haha, i'm not doing anything tmr. what a waste of time. i may call you and force you to let me go to your house. or should i just go for church. HMMM.

2008-08-06T18:25:00.004+08:00

OKAY. God has been like supser gracious.
I PASSED CHINESE MANN. not a good pass, but a pass. the close passage and compre were damn hard okay. i like got 4/18 for the compre and i still passed! Thank God. :D faith and i passed some math class test :D YAY. God is good. so good.

okay, i'm damn tired. school is like finishing like at 6 everyday or just because it finished late on tues so it feels like that. but i'm like tired okay. Lit CA is over so was english, lit was okay i guess. but i think i went kinda out of point. heh, then english was okay or hard. both.

IT lessons now spoil my day. like seriously, pissed off okay. pissed off. we sit there and whatever cos we(kaitlyn and me) are hopeless at photoshop. and i cannot say her, but it spoils my day and we kinda really miss ms serene.

oh we had our su something something bolay? how do you spell. trip yesterday. it was damn damn fun. we took alot of photos. and we saw animals :D and plants lots of them. it so 2/3-fied. i dont want to change class next year. i want to stay 2/3. please.

NYIMAS, SIEW MEI, ME , RACHEL. :D

the group i was with. i loved the whole thing.

crocodile. BOO.

the toilet door, the pretty door.

while walking.

we damn had fun

pretty.